15/3/10 Day 122. Mission Accomplished....

What seems like a small gesture has a profound impact on a 9 year old boy and his Grand father.
And it is all for a good cause. All cancer children in the future will benefit from people who are touched and we can all make a difference.
Well done Pappy...!

14/3/10 Day 121. Sunday . The ups and downs.

Bang...!
Like a sledgehammer, it changes again. Healthy and happy Owen gets through the night without throwing up but it starts again in the morning. He is slow out of bed but tries his hardest to get off to school. Throws up twice, cannot hold down breakfast and on his way to school the decision is made to stay home. He is a trooper and believed that he could go to school.
The day was spent on the couch, and quick trip to Mum's work where he threw up twice.
By nightfall, Owen vomited 15 times with one more at 1am in the morning that night. He was sick.... and it was truly heartbreaking..
Saturday, and the more of the same. I would have tears in my eyes as I walked him to the toilet, supporting him from behind as he hobbled, stooped over like a very old man. However, by 5pm the clouds lifted and he started improving. He started eating and our Owen started coming back.
Sunday, and he started slowly but kept improving. More vomiting with oral medications but he was happier.
Yes Pappy was shaved and we heard about the wonderful Jamieson Cosgriff. A courageous 14 year old girl/champion from Hampton, with a great story who did the same. More about that tomorrow...

11/3/10 Day 118. Royal Childrens. Started next round

Al last, we are off and running with the next round...
Every week we miss is added onto the end of the treatment, so we don't like delays....... but, unfortunately, we are not in charge. O is in great spirits after 2 weeks of no medication and excited about catching up with Pappy this weekend to cut his hair. Lets see what the weekend brings us...

Shave for a cause......

Guess who is chasing sponsors for Shave for a Cause.

A hint.
He will be losing the beard and hair... well, shaving the beard, and clipper cutting his hair as he has lost most already....!
(Shave for a Cause) this Sunday 14th of March.
Here is a link to his fundraising page.
http://my.imisfriendraising.com.au/personalPage.aspx?SID=117138

All money raised goes to the Leukaemia Foundation.
We sit in Day Oncology and watch as 35-40 children go through, 5 days a week getting treatment for all types of Cancers that this Foundation supports. It is brave for Pappy to to cut off his precious locks for a good cause. And brave for these children who are there every week, hoping for a good outcome.

Owen was stoked when he heard that his Pappy had volunteered to "Shave for a cause" as he now believes that one task that he has in life is to raise funds for Charities. Just like his adult mentor and adviser, and friend, Lisa Sewards, who constantly raises funds for the Breast Cancer Network.

"Shave for a Cause" website..
http://www.worldsgreatestshave.com/index.php

January 2010.
Owen with Cousin Maya, Oldest brother Luke(wavy hair), Middle brother Joel(spiky hair) and Pappy(too much hair)

4/3/10 Thursday. RCH day

Foiled again....!
Owen's bloods have not recovered enough to start treatment, so we are stuck in a hold pattern for another week. Met up with Dr Waters and he smiled and said that this was typical and not to worry. Try again next week.
Apart from that, his health is great. He still throws up when he has his tablets and he is losing weight as his appetite has dropped away. Still at school so that is good.

25/2/10 Day 104. Thursday RCH day

Delayed start................!
Prepared ourselves for the 1st day of O's next round of medications. Bags, laptops, food, games for a 9 hour day connected to a pump. Up at 6.30, out by 7.30, hospital 8.30, trouble getting blood from O's Hickman line. Pumped him with fluids for an hour, better luck with extracting blood, await results, then we were told that his neutrophils are too low. Tooo looow! We were told that he was booming along...Disconnected at 11.00. We have to wait another week...... We drove home quietly, disappointed..
Damn leukeamia is messing with our heads.

23/2/10 Day 103. Tuesday.

He's back....
After 5 days of unwellness, we have a happy, busy Owen back. Up and dressed for school. No phone calls to pick him up from the sickbay. No throwing up. And when I get home, he is out in the backyard, sorting out his garden. Too easy...

21/2/10 Day 101. Weekend

4 days of unwellness. Owen has had enough by this point. He has finished his chemo for this round and his bloods are improving but he has been throwing up constantly for 4 days. This photo is at 8am. He bravely pulls himself out of bed, lays on the couch, holding a sick bowl. He has no food in the stomach, but this does not stop the vomitting. And then we coax him to take some medication to prevent lung infections, which he does, knowing that it will make him throw up. He cries as he takes it, and sure enough, within minutes he empties out what little is in him. He does not give up... he tries again.

Sunday afternoon, he perked up, picked produce from his garden, went to his favourite place, Bunnings, for potting mix and herbs, finished off the herb garden, and helped me with work around the house. He ate a sausage, drank freshly queezed juice and felt good, before he slumped that evening. You can see that the weight is starting to fall off him. Hopefully he will be right to go back to school on Monday.

The harvest... Beans, tomatoes and capsicums..

18/2/10 Day 98. Royal Childrens Day

Lumbar Puncture and Dr Waters.

We are coming to the end of this 29 Day cycle and then O will repeat it. He is tracking really well with good results on his blood. His internal health is improving and Dr Waters is pleased. However, Owen is outwardly unwell, having only eaten a packet of Doritos and a dim sim (Savoury flavours and all that we could convince him to eat) which he bought up later on that day.

Look at the hair. Could be an Afro......

13/2/10 Day 94. 3 month Anniversary

Wow, 3 months and all is good...
The Big O is technically unwell but he is doing well. His blood tests show that he is not able to protect himself if he gets a cold. But, as a cancer patient he is doing really well... And we know as we sit with these young beautiful people, once a week.
His tastes have changed which is normal when you are on cancer medication. He does not like sweet food anymore. Owen now loves savoury food. Salt, and savoury. He will accept a a beautiful Phillipa's brownie, take one bite then hand it back. Yukk....
He wakes up with nausea, throws up, has a small breakfast then is off to school. I never liked school at all.... So, there is something wonderful about his school that makes him want to go.. Impressive!..
Joel went off to a Trevor Barker(AFL footballer who died from cancer) camp today. It is based around playing sport with cancer patients, cancer survivors, and brothers and sisters of cancer patients. Despite his apprehensions, he will love it....
Update: He loved it big time. Played basketball with Andrew Gaze, AFL with 2 St Kilda players, Rugby with a Melbourne Storm player, Parkour around Southgate, Hockey, La Crosse, etc, etc etc. A highlight - Wheelchair basketball!.....
Thank you to Challenge (Childrens with cancer charity)

11/2/10 Day 92. Lumbar Puncture, Day Oncology and the Dreaded Injections

Owen has been at school everyday apart from Thursdays. He has a constant high temperature (Usually between 37 -38 degrees with 38.5 being the trigger to start heading into Emergency), which makes us as his parents, very, very twitchy, but we will all have to get used to this. We also had a Parent/Teacher interview one afternoon, and the verdict is that he just has slipped in nicely, exactly as we all would have wanted. We are so pleased, that he can get back to being a schoolboy again....
Thursday, Royal Childrens day. Leave home at 8.30am, back at 7.30pm. Another loooong day.... Theatre visit, lumbar puncture and catch up with Dr Waters. Everything is on track...
Day Oncology. Drugs into his Hickman line and then the dreaded monthly double injection, slowly into the thighs. I held his hands and fought back tears as he grimaced and squeezed mine. I have tears writing about this, because there is nothing more fearful in life than the smell of alcohol swabs and seeing 2 syringes sitting on a trolley waiting for you. And they are not the baby ones either. The anxiety levels go through the roof for myself and The Big O but he takes his injections without protest....
He waits 2 hours in case of an allergic reaction, then 250ml of blood over 2.5 hours.
Thank you to the wonderful nurses at the Childrens.... Thank you to Owen and all the other children who endure medical treatment for showing me what "tough" really means.....

4/2/10 Day 85. Day Oncology

Thursdays are Owens regular day back to Royal Childrens. We have weekly checkups from his Guardian Angel, Dr Waters....
Lee and Owen were out the door at 7.30, delivering Joel and Luke to supportive friends to look after them. Then off to the hospital for a finger prick then a lumbar puncture. Dr waters next, then into day oncology because in only 7 days of his new medication, he needs 500ml of new blood. Looks like he is getting knocked around by his medication as we were warned. Leave hospital at 7.30, home by 8.00. Big Day! Thought we would be home by lunch.......
He will be feeling great tomorrow......

1/2/10 Day 81. He's Back......................... to schooool...Yay!!

Owen is back.... Back to school. First day back since November 12th when he came home complaining of a sore knee joint..

He packed everything up in readiness days before, and was up and dressed, ready to go before 8am. We delayed his start by an hour so his new teacher, Joel Snowden could give his classmates a background on Owen. I caught up with O that evening and it was business as usual. No fuss, just a happy boy who liked his first day back at school..
To think I worried all morning...

28/1/10 Day 77. 9th Birthday.

Started a new 29 day cycle yesterday. 9 hrs at Royal Childrens and home. Still hungry and feeling good. As predicted by Dr Waters, the changes started, between 1-3am...... (yep, the time that we like to be in deep sleep). Up came dinner all over a child that was too unwell to move.... Sheet changes, pyjama changes... Welcome back, we have missed you....
Slept in 'til 9am on his birthday, happily scoffed down pancakes, ate hot dogs for lunch then it slowed..... the ravenous beast just stopped, skipping dinner and desert. Happy but his temps are starting to rise and he prefers to lay down on the couch. The changes are much quicker than we expected. I guess if you put toxins into your body, then it wants them out....quickly.
Now, should we think positively and not pack bags, or be realists and prepare? Trying to find the happy medium....
Quiet birthday celebrations with family and family friends.
Happy 9th Birthday, our little/big man...
Got a genuine 2nd hand fully fledged carpenters tool belt from the builders next door .. It is already full of my tools (temporarily), and he is stoked!

27/1/10 Day 76. What is a Hickman line.

What are those tubes sticking out of Owen's chest?

I have made a sketch to show where they go. They enter his body and travel under his skin up to his neck where they are turned around and fed into his jugular vein, then back down to the top of his heart. There is a scar on his neck where the surgeons cut in to the vein.

Everything has healed up, and Owen can have a shower as the clear bandage that you can see in previous photos is like a verandah, stopping any water getting where the tubes enter his body, but he cannot have a bath or swim in case the area gets infected.

Owen has to play carefully as well as it would be a real problem if the line was damaged or torn out. He pins the ends to his shirts to stopped then getting caught.

Apart from the inconvenience, they are great for medication and fluids.

We hope that he will have them for a year then they will change it to another type that will let him play sport and swim again (and rejoin Nippers)

25/1/10 Day 74. The physical changes.

1st week. 33 Kgs

10th week... 41Kgs
Chemotherapy drugs are used to kill off the cancer cells, but the side effect is that they kill off other good cells in the body. To combat that, O is given steroids to stimulate growth which causes weight gain. Sucks big time....

21/1/10 Day 70. Last day of steroids

Last day of steroids and not a moment too soon. The need and obsession with food is unfair. O breaks the day up into 1 hour blocks and lists his snacks to try to get some sort of order. He knows that the steroids are playing with his head and it wears him down.
Back for surgery at Royal Childrens today for another Lumbar puncture and Bone marrow aspirant, setting things up for his next block of medication which start next week. He was due to start his next block of meds next week on his 9th Birthday. This medication required a full 8 hours in Day Oncology, but Dr Waters moved it forward a day. Owen was rapt.

18/1/10 Day 67. Steroids

The Steroids.

Final week of his 1^st Block of medication. The side effects of Steroids stimulate appetite and weight gain. Last week Owen put on 3 kgs... The obsession with food is unbelievable, from the moment he is awake to the final snack that he pleads for, just before he falls asleep. He plans up to 2 days ahead with lists and ideas on how to prepare food. A cookbook has started. And he has become the best kitchen hand ever. It would be funny but it does get frustrating for Owen and the household. And he is not too bad…. We know of children smaller than O who have put on 6kg in a week, or woken up the house to be fed in the middle of the night and 3 year olds that are caught in the fridge in the early hours of the morning. He has gone from 33kg at his lowest to 41kg, in 6 weeks.

Breakfast and awful tasting medicine.......

And then there is the talking…. Constant chatter…. And it goes from one subject to another, then another….

Still, these are just side effects, and they will pass. We have many more to come as his medications change with each 28 day block. Apart from that, his general health is quite good.

Bulking up.. Ready to switch codes from Soccer to Rugby Union...

13/1/10 Day 62. 2 Months today since diagnosis

As you can see, pace has slowed with the blogging. Owen is at home and we have started to get our head around his better diagnosis. We were traveling at breakneck speed before, and as Owen and I were sleeping in the Hospital, I had time to prepare each blog. Now I am out in the real world, blog time is harder to come by. Also, things have slowed down with Owen's treatment. The earlier treatment plan was for 6 months and it was super intense... The doses were more powerful and the impact was greater, and the outlook, far worse. Now, we are expecting a 3 year treatment plan, and most of it, out of Hospital... finger crossed...
The medication side effects are interesting though. His moods have settled but he is taking steroids and the obsession with food is unbelievable..

The Hero.
As I walk by O's room and see him sleeping quietly, his bald heard reminding me constantly that there is a battle going on, I can only think of how proud I am to be his father.

At present, Owen is missing out on a lot in comparison to everyone else around him. Tonight, Joel and Luke have left for 4 days with Nan and Grandad. We know Owen desperately wants to be with them yet does not complain once. He has a day at the Hospital tomorrow, and we prefer to be close to the Hospital at the moment.

He is our Hero because he never complains...... never. He wonders why he was chosen to have cancer, he is unhappy when he has to get needles, finger pricks, take tablets and medicines that are vile but he just soldiers on. I watch as he dry reaches, with the taste, then, he calms himself down and tries again. He shows no resentment to others as he takes on all the tasks that are laid in front of him. Instead he accepts them all as challenges.

With his central line attached he cannot swim, wrestle, play physical sport. He has been asked not to ride his bike, nor climb trees and he is too tired anyway, but like any other child with a illness, he accepts, revises his aspirations and goals and moves on. Then curls up in bed at the end of another day, filling out puzzle books, reading building books and prepares another list in his head for the next day. You can only marvel.. And it started only 2 months ago........

8/1/10 Day 57. The Magpies again...... But better....

Unbelievable.....written by Joel.
Thanks to another wonderful gesture by the Sewards family, in particular Michael with his business partner who kindly organised a surprise invite to the Collingwood headquarters. Owen and I were invited to the Lexus centre (we told mum that we would be fine, but she insisted on coming to protect us). Heath Shaw and Ben Johnson met us at the entrance and unbelievably, walked us around showing us many facilities and rooms, including the meeting room and locker room. Owen saw what he wanted most for his birthday. A milkshake making area with the longest line of flavour pump packs ever. After that, Owen, Mum and I got to meet many players and even Bucks. We got all their signatures and had lots of fun. (Mum did spend too long trying to find out what her favourite ex-player was up to). All the players were really nice to us and we just loved being there. The day was the best we ever had.
The 2009 jumper signed by the whole team.. An unexpected gift.

We found out that Ben Johnson was especially interested in Owen and has helped organise this visit. He has a young family member who is currently getting treatment for cancer and has spent a lot of time on the Oncology Ward at Royal Childrens with him. He wants us to keep him up to date on Owen and his progress. Heath Shaw was also interested. He was cool as, and kind.

We would like to thank Michael, his anonymous business partner, all the players and especially Ben and Heath for giving us so much of their time.

1/1/10 Day 50.(Approx. 1000 days to go, give or take) Happy New Year.

Happy New Year.............
With the new diagnosis in hand, we are ready to take on the New Year. We know that everything is better and brighter than before but it would be helpful if we had a ceremony, maybe with a framed certificate thrown in to make us believe it. The original discussions with Dr Waters were like being hit with a sledgehammer as we tried our hardest to believe in the positives. Now we can see light, all we need is the 3 years of treatment to go by as quickly as possible. It doesn't seem that long ago that we were in a hospital with walls decorated in get well cards or we had nurses dressed in protective smocks, gloves, face masks and eye protection, administering medication into Owen as he lay in his bed at home. The stark contrast of a child laying on beautiful sheets printed with diggers and dumptrucks, a nurse in safety apparel and the sounds of children playing outside. It seems a lifetime away, yet was only 4 weeks ago.
As I talk positively, I think of all the other children that received the same "positive" result of the better form of leaukemia who are still battling 3, 4, 5 years on. Owen still has a lot of work to do and we need a bit of luck on our side as well.

Health.
O is bouncing along, and we take each day as it comes. We could not be happier but the changes are significant. In the morning, pre-leukeamia, he would never sleep in, would be dressed, fed and out the door or up to some large project within the house before anyone was fully awake. He was always busy, bus, busy, building something, rearranging, modifying, drawing, mostly without consent, or warning.. Now, he sleeps in and knows that he is tired. He is still active, but subdued. Lego and cars are now his favourite pastime. His day is slower than it normally would be, but there is little frustration, which makes it easier.

Outlook.
With his treatment changing over to outpatient, with most of his medication taken orally, and a weekly visit to the hospital, there is a good chance that he will be able to go back to school.... Dr Waters wants Owen to lead as normal a life as possible. So we will watch his health and see what he can do this year. The possibility of going back to school is the greatest news that Owen had heard for a long time. He was absolutely stoked....
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At least O has a beautiful shaped head, unlike his Dad and Joel.

31/12/09 Day 49. New Years Eve. Oncologist Appointment.

Met Doctor Keith Waters (Owen's No 1. Doctor) for an update and we moving along in the right direction. In a months time he believes that he will have a "roadmap" ready for us. This is a guide to how Owen's treatment will be over the next 3 years. Keith is still calling it A.L.L. (The better leukeamia to have if you want to have leukeamia) and we are cautiously celebrating. The tests done at Royal Melbourne have managed to produce results. We are in a much better place than we were 3 weeks ago when they had nothing and were expecting nothing. The New Year is going to be better. We do know that..... The prognosis has gone from pretty bad to pretty good. I prefer not to talk in percentages as this little fighter is not going to be a statistic. That is obvious from his positive outlook on life... The clouds are starting to lift and this is a good thing..

30/12/09 Day 48. Wednesday.

Business as usual, being a family.. Owen is active doing everything that he would usually do. Mornings are the real difference. He was always the first up, ready to take on the day. As a rule, he had to remain in bed until 7am. Now, he sleeps through the morning light coming into his room, alarms trying to wake him for an exciting morning of fishing in Melbourne (Yes, they still believe that you can catch fish off a pier).

He will sleep in to 8-9 then he starts the day with his first round of tablets. We have given him control of his medication, and there is a ritual which he has, where he prepares yoghurt, cuts his tablets to manageable sizes, cuts soft lollies in half to kill the taste of each tablet, drink bottle is filled and then he starts his breakfast. He has to have food in his stomach before he starts his tablets. The tablets taste terrible and if all goes well then they are gone in 20 minutes. Or nausea takes control within a few mouthfuls of breakfast and he is back bed for an hour or so before he resumes breakfast. Some mornings we are done by Midday. A lot of fun as you are trying to rush out the door for a Doctors appointment.

28/12/09 Day 46. Monday. Day Oncology and the injections.

Owen was booked into Day Oncology for one of his medications today which had to be given by the Nurses. He also had to remain in the Hospital for 4 hours in case of an allergic reaction. I was told that it was a procedure that came as a shock to Lee and Owen. He had 2 injections at the same time. Owen had icepacks applied to his thighs and when he was ready, 2 nurses injected the medication into the muscle, slowly....... He stalled for as long as he could, but the nurses were too experienced. They told him to calm down or his muscles would tense up. He was asked to wiggle his toes to loosen up his muscles then before he knew it, the needles went in with the 2 nurses telling him to stay calm and not move as it would hurt. He let everyone know his unhappiness by screaming the room down and then it was over.
I guess it is my turn in 28 days to accompany our little fighter...

27/12/09 Day 45. Sunday

Extended family has gone home and we wake up as our little family unit. It's a nice feeling..

As you can see, Owen has lost all his usual cheekiness and naughtiness as the medication does it's work. Seems like a long time since I saw him looking like this. It is only mid morning on a beautiful summers morning and he is tired and cold as he cuddles up with his new bear. Luckily, his tiredness goes away, but his behaviour becomes erratic and has a slump in the late afternoon where he cries uncontrollably for 2 hours. He is aware that his moods have changed and he is not in control and is upset that he cannot cheer himself up. The doctor had told us of the many side effects of his new round of drugs. Behavioural change and weight gain are obvious ones that we have to look forward to.

Back to Royal Childrens tomorrow for another load of medication.